Remember the Feeling?

So I’ve been feeling SO badly about the whole posting about foster babies it’s been eating away at me. It doesn’t seem to end, and every time I hear that another person is questioning me or my intentions, I feel like a kid being called into the principal’s office. I dealt with the issue within hours of being told there was a problem. I know the people who had an issue with it are probably still reading this, and I hope they are because I truly, truly meant NO harm in it and didn’t even think about it being an issue.
So apparently my blog reaches more people than just our family and close friends (welcome to the newbies!) who already know the babies who come into our lives. We love these babies with all of our hearts, that’s why we foster, so I would do nothing intentional to jeopardize their safety.
With that being said I hope this is over. Please, it’s a family blog and nothing more and believe me…any child that comes into our care will be referred to as “baby x” and NO information about them will be posted.
I don’t like feeling like this when it was an honest mistake.

My Boys Like To Party!





Today was the last day of preschool for TWO WEEKS. I’m trying to contain myself and not throw a tantrum, throw myself on the floor and sob. I keep telling myself it’ll be ok. It’ll be ok. It’ll be ok. It will be fun and we’ve set up some extra structured activities that will keep them busy. Hopefully the weather will hold a little and we can hit all the parks and get them outside to run around.
The preschool “holiday” party was today. Nana watched the other kids while I ran up for Levi and Carlos. They did cool penguin crafts and made bracelets and listened to Teacher Kathy read the Polar Express. I was super smart and video taped her reading so the boys can watch it if they are missing school.
Big news around here is that we bought a Nintendo Wii. The plan was to make a profit and sell it, but it looks like we’re going to keep it. We haven’t bought anything like this for us in well, almost 5 years. We have a super ninendo and playstation 1 that aren’t even plugged in. We’ve been told by friends that this is fun and gets you moving and Dee and I can play together. Good times!
OK, Dee’s building a gingerbread house with the kids….they all seem happy so far but I keep hearing “hey, don’t eat it all!” so I better go check it out.

Dear Santa

This is cute (from another blog):

Dear Santa,
I’ve been a good mom all year. I’ve fed, cleaned and cuddled my children on demand, visited the doctor’s office more than my share, and sold sixty- two cases of candy bars to raise money to plant a shade tree on the school playground.
I was hoping you could spread my list out over several Christmases, since I had to write this letter with my son’s red crayon, on the back of a receipt, in the laundry room between cycles, and who knows when I’ll find any more free time in the next 18 years.
Here are my Christmas wishes: I’d like a pair of legs that don’t ache (in any color, except purple, which I already have). And arms that don’t hurt or flap in the breeze, but are strong enough to pull my screaming child out of the candy aisle in the grocery store. I’d also like a waist, since I lost mine somewhere in the seventh month of my last pregnancy.
If you’re hauling big ticket items this year I’d like finger print resistant windows and a radio that only plays adult music.A television that doesn’t broadcast any programs containing talking animals.A refrigerator with a secret compartment behind the crisper where I can hide to talk on the phone.
On the practical side, I could use a talking doll that says, “Yes,Mommy” to boost my parental confidence, along with two kids who don’t fight. Three pairs of jeans that will zip all the way up without the use of power tools.I could also use a recording of Tibetan monks chanting “Don’t eat in the living room” and “Take your hands off your brother,” because my voice seems to be just out of my children’s hearing range and can only be heard by the dog.
If it’s too late to find any of these products, I’d settle for enough time to brush my teeth and comb my hair in the same morning.Or the luxury of eating food warmer than room temperature without it being served in a Styrofoam container.
If you don’t mind, I could also use a few Christmas miracles to brighten the holiday season: Would it be too much trouble to declare ketchup a vegetable? It will clear my conscience immensely. It would be helpful if you could coerce my children to help around the house without demanding payment as if they were the bosses of an organized crime family.
Well, Santa, the buzzer on the dryer is ringing and my son saw my feet under the laundry room door. I think he wants his crayon back. Have a safe trip and remember to leave your wet boots by the door and come in and dry off so you don’t catch cold. Help yourself to cookies on the table but don’t eat too many or leave crumbs on the carpet.
Yours Always,MOM
P.S. One more thing…you can cancel all my requests if you can keep my children young enough to believe in Santa.

Sent From Heaven

Have I mentioned before that I think my mother is truly an angel? It sounds corny and I honestly don’t mean it to. She’s amazing. Thanks for everything, Mom, from helping out with the boys to doing our family laundry these past couple of weeks since we don’t have a washer. Seriously, the laundry is above and beyond!
I hope people can say “wow, she’s so much like her mom” someday. That would be the highest compliment.

We Saw Santa!





I think the family pictures says it all….MAMAS ARE TIRED! Seeing Santa is tough work with three little boys. We got to go to the neatest holiday thing at Kiana Lodge today, and the boys got really cool presents and stockings, we had a great meal, a family portrait and they all got to get a picture taken with Santa. Levi and Trey loved it, Carlos fought the big guy. Typical! Anyhow, we’re beat and the kids are busy playing with their new toys. Time to get a PB&J into them and think about bedtime.

And They're Off

The Christmas cards are done, whew, what a job. So check your mailboxes. Got the kids to help on the final touches, they do my least favorite part and lick all the envelopes. That’s why we have them, right? To do the jobs we don’t like? Carlos loved it, any excuse to stick his tongue out and not get in trouble for it.
We are suffering the after shocks of yesterday’s super packed fun day. Gotta love that, but we knew it was going to happen. Lots of meltdowns and drama but early bedtime tonight will help. It’s family dinner with Mary and Alice and Dee’s making her signature dish of Chicken Alfredo. I can’t wait, it’s the first dinner that Dee ever cooked for me, almost 8 years ago if you can believe that one.